i got a haircut. first time in 5 years. yes it's different i dunno why i did it and it seems to be a shit-ton colder. if you wanna see pics i got one up and i can put more up if you guys wanna see. so im doin fine and it's odd that im not emo yet becuase...

one of my favorite uncles died
my mom no longer lives with me
im used as slave labor by my sister and sometimes my dad
i dont have any real friends except maybe 1
im under emmense pressure to do good get into college and be a perfect little zombie
and many more reasons

but im actually very happy becuase i feel that stress is not necessary
im in the play
im a senior
i care for the people around me
people still care about me
music is beautiful
and its gonna be ok